Apotheosis
NOVEMBER - DECEMBER 2002
POETRY
                     

 

 

 

 

 

 

TABLE OF CONTENTS

 

Pain knows no memory - Quinn Tyler Jackson

Renewed Faith - Tine Wilde

Homecoming - Thomas Hadley

Lit. - Andrew Ridge

Were it Not All - Trivik Bhavneni

Life - Brennen Martin

The Existentialist - Katherine Wetz

On scary days - Melinda Frye

Beyond the Crisis - John Sweeney

November - S.L. MacNiven

Spam - C.L Frost

The Art of the Poem - Jonathan Marin

Ars(e) Poetica - Quinn Tyler Jackson

Flagellate - by Ann Franklin

Imagine Light - Thomas Hadley

Poetic License - Quinn Tyler Jackson

Art of the Poem - proliferates (Addendum) - Jonathan Marin

Grenaded Spam - Quinn Tyler Jackson

A Resurrection - Quinn Tyler Jackson

Look at the Sunset - Thomas Hadley

This is the Art I Seek - Quinn Tyler Jackson

In My Bones - Quinn Tyler Jackson

Welcome to the midnight hour - Mark Norman

i wish the world - Trivik Bhavnani

Rapsodia Concordia - Quinn Tyler Jackson
Overqualified - Quinn Tyler Jackson
All's Good - Quinn Tyler Jackson
Soul Sale - C.L. Frost

Night thief - C.L. Frost

Misère, misère, et désespoir, - Quinn Tyler Jackson

Roachy - C.L. Frost

Jingle Joy - C.L. Frost
Soul Sale - C.L. Frost

Iconoclast - Quinn Tyler Jackson

Il y a Des Choses en Moi - Quinn Tyler Jackson

Roll it up and Smoke It - Quinn Tyler Jackson
The Truth about Xmas - C.L. Frost
Poetry Rand-ified - Mark Normam

Year End Poem - Quinn Tyler Jackson

Out on Me - Quinn Tyler Jackson

 


Pain knows no memory - Quinn Tyler Jackson
 

Pain knows no memory, I've heard,
But 't is a foul deceit,
An empty consolation hurled
By those not in receipt.

Agony builds strong character,
If it does not kill you--
Words no agonized would ever
Utter, if he pain knew.

"Consider the pain of others
And how much more it is,"
Some thoughtless knave always mutters
Because this pain's not his.

Let this pain strengthen someone else;
Take him instead, O Lord,
For one more moment of this curse
I hardly can afford.

Put all my aching bones to peace,
My character is made,
From this agony please release,
End this too sharp tirade.

But if You shall not, this I ask,
At least do not forget
That I have suffered at this task
And have such torture met,

So when the crowns are handed out,
At least I, too, shall wear,
Something fitting of this, my gout,
And all I do forbear.

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 The Trench at the Bottom of the Day - Jonathan Marin
 


It’s the hour when children wet their beds
And gargoyle shrieks resound in heads
That quake with ruptured conscience.
It’s the drainhole hour, the nadir hour,
The hour before the sun comes up,
When dreamers rue dishonored vows
And swearing not to vow again
Renew them.

Defeated moments, wan and drab
Collect like stains on a spill-marred slab.
The squandered minutes days slough off
Form a life-thick coat of chances lost,
A grimy, cracked and mottled crust,
Like a flattened Hooperesque collage,
Pimpled and pitted with oily rust
On the grease-streaked floor of an old garage.
Scrapings and shavings of hard-nosed hours
That knew no ease and brooked no sloth
All sink and settle in the drainhole trough
And encrust the hole with a hardening froth.
Powerplays, mindgames,
Put-downs, push-backs,
Schedules, timeframes,
Dodges and fall-backs,
Form as a fog of choking lint,
Dry as calcite, fierce as flint
That grinds the echoes of the trench
Like cursewords cut in a concrete bench.

From infinite unfocussed depths
Of gray translucent cheerless light
Regrets march out in festive dress.
Forgotten failures flaunt themselves:
They hoot and leer,
They taunt and sneer
At mornings spent on what to wear,
At afternoons spent coiffing hair,
At evenings squandered to TV,
At lives spent planning what to be.
They moon and fart, they gorge and wallow,
They cheer as wasted moments follow
To float and drift and slither and sink
In the hour before the sun comes up
-- The trench at the bottom of the day.

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Renewed Faith - Tine Wilde

 

My mother used to know

exactly how things stood:

the seventh day was the end of the week

and apples rarely hit the dish.

 

Now that she is standing

so close before death’s door

she goes again -

in total accordance with modern times

attending course.

 

The stories from Testament -

we should not take them all too literally,

the modernistic preacher patiently explained,

and prophets are called journalists these days.

 

Now this clears up a lot at once!

It is just like making crossword puzzles in the paper,

she confides me somewhat secretly,

You can read the solution every other week -

always on the seventh page.

 

 

Homecoming - Thomas Hadley

My Home is wherever
You are
Your Heart is my refuge
Your eyes my solace, my inspiration
When we travel far
Roaming to explore
I am wholly Present
By compliment of your spirit’s
Field of Energy
As mine empowers Yours…
Now, I understand better
That this has always been so
Between us/within Us
As though, indeed,
‘twas meant to Be:
We are Blessed
We are Home

 

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Imagine Light - Thomas Hadley

So white, so intensely bright
When you look away
You see spots
Like stars exploding

This light’s not only in Space-Time’s cosmic fabric;
It is temporarily encapsulated
In this four dimensional Body
Whose fingers nimbly weave
Or are hopelessly entangled
Whose minds eye can clearly see
Or is cocooned in dreams, deception
This mind that can conceive of Eden
Then plot its very annihilation

This corporeal Light caught in your
Parents’ eyes and put in a jar of clay
Shall also be broken some day
When that light escapes to shine again
In Night’s sky or dance upon a sparkling bay
To glance upon the apple’s red or glow a cherry blossom
Shall we honour that one day
It shone from your eyes to another
That it shone from sister to brother
That it was Life, a wife, a father?
Shall we see that it still does shine
In a child’s laughter, or a storm of temper?

Perhaps ‘tis better yet if we recall
As we metamorphosize from one form to another
That, yes, our light did shine
Our love was received by at least
One another.

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Look at the Sunset - Thomas Hadley

look at the sunset
you think not you see only feel
pink purplegray coolduskyblue a ribbon of red
you just feel "thank you"
and let a breath release
long long
and so
you breathe in
the sunset
love is like that
you just breathe it in
you are like that sunset
your lover breathes you in
as you in return
you just let it be as it is
watching patiently
enjoying the moment
for after all
that is all that ever truly Is.

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Grenaded Spam - Quinn Tyler Jackson

Spam I am, Spam I am,
Would you like to read some spam?

I do not like grenaded spam,
I do not like it, Spam I am.

Would you, could you,
with disclaimers?

I would not, could not,
with disclaimers.

I do not like grenaded spam,
I do not like it, Spam I am.

Would you, could you,
with hot pictures?

I would not, could not,
with hot pictures.

I do NOT like grenaded spam,
I do not like it, Spam I am.

Would you, could you
caught off guard?

I will not, shall not
be off my guard.

I so detest grenaded spam,
I'd rather eat Green Eggs and Ham!

I would not, could not, with disclaimers.
I would not, could not, with hot pictures.
I shall not, will not be off my guard!
So shove that disclaimer really hard!

Spam I am, Spam I am,
I will not buy your hidden cam!
If you try just ONE more spam
I'll slaughter you faster than the lamb,
So scram, scram, scram, and take your scam
And get the hell from me, you sham!

Would you, could you ....

BLAM BLAM BLAM

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The Art of the Poem - Jonathan Marin

If you want to write poetry
That serious journals will accept
You must acknowledge that it is
An art you have to work at
But if you practice diligently
It isn’t hard.

What you have to do is write simple prose
Always remembering to hit carriage return
Instead of waiting for lines to wrap
And then make sure to capitalize whatever word comes
Next
Or editors will accuse you of imitating Cummings and
dismiss you as derivative
unless you're already famous.


Every so often hit carriage return twice.
Then you have a stanza.
Some poets just set their margins narrow
And it comes out pretty much the same
But purists frown on that and
It really does seem a little like cheating.


Be sure to include some nice word-pictures.
They can be strings of nouns and adjectives
Verbs don't count for much.
The pictures don't have to connect with each other
But it's not a problem if some of them do.


Use a thesaurus to amass clumps of related words.
Your job as poet is to spray them out
Like a mist collecting around an idea
(Not to splash them
Like drizzle in a mudpuddle)
Though some poets prefer to spread them gently
Like the morning dew on a city landfill.
As long as it seems that a feeling or thought
Is in really in there somewhere
It's up to the reader to tease it out.
A poet can only do so much.


Invest in a big dictionary
The biggest you can afford
So you use can use words few readers will understand.
Readers will think you're smart
And concede they can't hope to understand your thought
If they can't understand your words.
Most will have the humility to acknowledge
That it must be a very profound thought indeed
If even you, smart as you are,
Cannot quite express it.

It takes courage to admit to not understanding something
When others say they do.
You can count on most people
Not to have it
And on those who don't to ridicule those who do.
When people begin to publish speculations
About what you are really trying to say
Your reputation is assured.

Now you know.
 

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Spam - C.L Frost

If Yahoo serves us lots of spam,
Why not also toast and jam,
Eggs steaming on a breakfast tray,
Expresso for a hopping day?

Though bacon makes 'em smack 'em
And slick fried chicken makes 'em lick 'em,
Spam and ham are fat and salty;
Give me Ovaltine, sweet and malty.
If you do, here's what I'll do -
I'll give my lard-lush spam to you
Gratis, free, no need to pay.
(So, is there a deal between us two?)
 

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Ars(e) Poetica - Quinn Tyler Jackson

I

Ah christalmighty man, give me a break!
I bust my ars to make my poems rhyme,
And some Joe Blow gets published all the time,
Yet he’s obviously some lazy fake!
Christalmighty man, lead me to the wake
Of the Muse, since ‘tis obvious some crime
Has been committed: She’s been snuffed. The time
Was when it took a little while to make
Poetry — now it’s fallen to that pack
Of Sunday writers who never would have
Been printed in the past. Who the hell
Do they think they are? Someone smart should smack
Their stuff in a pile and light it, or have
Laws been passed to protect against the smell?

II

To all those who claim the Sonnet is dead,
That it’s outlived its function, that people
Don’t want rhyme so you have to be careful
To splatter words until the reader’s head
Is so battered he doesn’t know he read
A poem, I say: Who wants a work full
Of wandering and muttering and bull
That doesn’t hold together with a thread?
(Of course, to be good such “poems” are shaped like
Bells or trees, or whatever one desires
To convey. Instead of saying, “The tree
Grew high,” these writers show us what it’s like,
So when I read it to my friend, he stares
And says, “I don’t follow what I can’t see!”)

III

Is that the root of poetry at all?
(And when I say root, I don’t have to draw
The tree that grows from it!) In its most raw
State, poetry is spoken to enthral
With its sounds and the images they call
To the mind of the listener. The law
Before writing was to sit ‘round a braw
Fire and listen to the bards’ many tall
Poetic tales. With no writing, they could
Only be recalled through meter and rhyme.
(For the poems were very long then.) In
Those days, one couldn’t shape the scop’s spoke word
Into Eiffel Tower or the sublime
Mountain spruce. This they could not imagine.

IV

If you make a prose piece too short to be
Printed as prose, and break it up into
Fits and starts that rhyme only rarely, you
Still have a prose piece and not poetry.
And, even if it calls to mind two, three,
Or even more images, when you’re through
With your writing, no matter what you do,
It is still prose, just prose shaped like a tree!
“But people don’t want to read the Sonnet!”
Some concrete writer will surely yell loud;
“They have had enough of meter and rhyme!”
If good ones were written today, I’d bet
By modern poetics they’d be allowed,
But rhyming “moon” with “June” has seen its time.

V

Well, it doesn’t even have to rhyme, since
There’s always devices that steal the need
For the “moons” and “Junes;” if they would just read
A bit they would discover assonance,
Alliteration, and the like. The dense
And numerous volumes from the past, indeed
Any poem written before the seed
Of e.e. cummings’ crowd landed, would cleanse
Their minds of the belief that poems require
Obscurity to be profound. Classes
At the local university would
Put them straight and get them out of the dire
Habits that they’ve acquired in great masses.
Then their poetry would ring like it should.

VI

Nor does today’s Sonnet need the “thous”
Or “doths,” words which are often in misuse
From the repetition and harsh abuse
Of those who would some nostalgia arouse
In us. But the Sonnet form still allows
For more modern words and rhyme that’s more loose
Than old convention would admit. The Muse
Does not have to be outdated in vows
For a sonnet to be good; for indeed,
Shakespeare’s clowns very colloquially spoke
On subjects that were as vulgar’s could be,
Yet somehow, the Bard managed to include
A rhyme that summed the essence of the joke
So well, though not anachronistically.

VII

That is, in Shakespeare’s time, the words he threw
About did not fall heavily on th’ tongue
As they do now. Since the Sonnet’s still sung,
I say to cummings and his merry crew
Who so often ramble, scramble, and screw
About the page: Your messy work has stung
Us with its novelty, but what is young
Is not always what has stronger sinew
Holding it together. When the Muse comes,
Pouring great visions in your head, it’s best
To do those visions justice. Drawing tree
Or tower is for the painter — it comes
From practice with brushes. Make your quest
An honest one: write some real poetry!

 

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Flagellate - by Ann Franklin

She likens me to some
Single-celled organism
Which wears its' primitive heart
Upon a transparent membrane or two.
In the admittance of sins
Both past and present
I am purged by the whirling
Of my own cilia.

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Poetic License - Quinn Tyler Jackson

Poets can say
anything and get
off scot-free,
or can we?

Can we speak the pain
in our bones so loudly
that the reader wants
to have his legs
amputated now damnit
now cut the damned
things off?

Can we cry about
inconsequence,
or do we have to
say something royal
if we are to be heard
by reality?

Can we tell ourselves
what we really think
or do we have to
muddle and mutter
it up, butter it up,
clutter up our words
so no one really
has a damned clue
what we really, really
think?

Can we dance on the precipice
at two in the morning,
wondering if we'll ever get
to sleep, and say that?

Poets can say anything
and get away
almost free of scot,
or can we?


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Art of the Poem - proliferates (Addendum) - Jonathan Marin

Some successful poets like to sit in the bathtub
Free-associating to a tape recorder
Plugged into the socket above the light
Instead of the electric razor.
This is a perfectly workable approach
Especially for poets with beards
But to keep the dictionary and thesaurus from getting wet
It's best not to fill the bathtub.


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A Resurrection - Quinn Tyler Jackson

a boring story about
a boy and his dog
and coffee drinking
and chain-smoking
did you come expecting
more from this tale
than that

a drawn out recollection
of a young man and his cat
and coffee drinking
and chain-smoking
did you expect insurrection
and get the mundane
in its stead

the yawning memoirs
of a man and his vodka
and coffee drinking
and chain-smoking
did you expect a thrill
and get let down
by the truth

a boy and his dog
a young man and his cat
a man and his vodka

that is all there is to tell
is it the story of my life
sure as hell not
but what i can tell you about
is coffee drinking
and chain-smoking

no dog
no cat
no vodka

but pull up a seat
and suffer the indignation
of my black coffee breath
and the kiss of death
that is chain-smoking
and we will have
a resurrection
 

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This is the Art I Seek - Quinn Tyler Jackson

this is the art i seek
not something i can put
only my mind to
but that puts its mind
to me

this is the place i seek
not a where i can be
only in place
but nowhere and everywhere
inside outside
for the ride of me

this is the mind i break
through neural osmosis
once twice thrice
into and beyond
ripples on the ponder
beyond wonderful

this is the promise i make
to myself and around
beyond boundaries
putting my mind
aloud beyond
what has been
allowed me

this is the part i seek
nothing i can describe
only a kind of
christmas wrapping
unopened until
the time comes
to be

 

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In My Bones - Quinn Tyler Jackson

there's a solid
weariness
in my bones
an emptiness that
won't leave me
alone as i consider
choices i have made
in this
my life's far too
noisy parade

is a man all
he is made out to be
and if so
just who
must do the making
is a tear
drawn from some
remembered hurt
easily erased
as it draws its line
down across
his torn masculinity
drawing his yesterdays
to a breaking
can it be
covered up
with a happy art
or drunk to
nothingness
with any wine



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On scary days - Melinda Frye

On scary days like this
I want to bury my head in the sand,
To have the sound of sirens
Drowned out by a marching band...
To pull my dress over my head,
To shut my eyes and have one long kiss...
Yeah, I'd almost rather be dead
On scary days like this.
 


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i wish the world - Trivik Bhavnani

i wish the world
could not
i wish the world
did not

i wish the world
chose not
to make me
cry

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Rapsodia Concordia - Quinn Tyler Jackson

no money no gin
no rest for the wicked
if this heaven
i sure didn't pick it

just honor just pride
a truck load of fuck all
just here for the ride
and hell bent to appall

aspirations few
just greatness and glory
a dollar or two
a nice glass of brandy

no money no grub
and no rest for the tired
if this ain't the rub
my contract's expired

arguments many
like a daily repeat
ain't got a penny
just shoes on my feet

the blind man can't see
and the cripple can't dance
say ... if you were me
would you leave it to chance?

no money no time
and no rest for my brain
if life were a rhyme
it would all sound the same

the whole world groans out
with a gnashing of teeth
i shall without doubt
push, continue, and breathe



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Overqualified - Quinn Tyler Jackson

they said you're overqualified
you won't be happy here
i could have gone and outright lied
removed nine tenths to spare

the cv's long but life ain't free
account's an empty well
what are they afraid of from me --
i'll do the job TOO well?

save a penny spend a dollar
pay all the higher up
put the grunt in tight bound collar
and pay him like a schlep

they say i'm overqualified
that i'll move on some day
and this is how they justified
not hiring me today

i promise that i'll screw up then
at least three times a week
make them shine in comparison
practice well thought out meek

i do not want to have their job
i want one of my own
i'll be a tool i'll be a knob
i'll play the corp'rate clone

anyway and here is my gist
as they their quotas meet
i've five mouths on my feeding list
not to skilled to eat

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All's Good - Quinn Tyler Jackson

pol pot khmer rouge
mai lai agent orange
auschwitz leibensraum
napalm atom bomb

nagasaki hiromshima
vlad the impaler dracula
emperor chin ghangis khan
bow and arrow gatling gun

and you tell me
in an innocent voice
man is basically
good given the choice

and you insist
in an innocent tone
these were the acts
of madmen alone

lock step goose step
brown shirts guns at hip
pep rallies for the masses
manufactured poisoned gasses

mao tse tung giant leap
forward backward army jeep
d day dieppe falaise
drop the bombs and watch the blaze

and you contest
going to great pains
man shows his best
as madness reigns

and you have said
with your innocent glance
man ain't half bad
given half a chance



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Soul Sale - C.L. Frost

Better wry comments on a dried-out age,
The meditative musings of a sage,
Than rantings rhymed in a drunken rage,
Wrists spurting bloodwords from a floodlit stage -
Though they pay fame and glossy royalties
For angst that outdoes last week's agonies.


We might call marketers of self-help pap "profit-tears". Just as those
who make millions from encouraging apocalyptic fears are propheteers.
Or we might wax poetic with a bitty ditty:

On every bookshelf, self-help profit-tears;
On every screen, apocalyptic propheteers;
In every city, twinkling tiers -
High rise jewels from wholesale fears.



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Night thief - C.L. Frost

Jumping off the hypomania train
To railside bedding on cement terrain;
Whistles shrill from far and deep;
Night lights are burglars of my sleep.

Sneak thief, sneak peep,
Sneaker squeak, sneak creak;
Sleek beak's trill, startled beep;
Night rhymes brew and slyly seep.
Night songs are burglars of my sleep.

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November - S.L. MacNiven

Cinnamon and wine
And nutmeg and cloves,
Chestnuts all roasted
On fires and stoves…

Gluhwein in chipped mugs,
Hot soups and rum teas,
Snowflakes descended
On conifer trees…

Beanies and scarves for
The cold northern wind,
Coffee and rum for
The Winter within…
 

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Life - Brennen Martin


Life is never ending, it is always, life has no escape, and not even the gaps between lifetimes can one be free. However, life is perfect.

Life is more precise than exact, more defined than it is real; its machine like design transcends power both spiritual and physical. It is furnace forever-perfect life is perfect.

Life is like a chessboard, the pawns that roam its angelic surface, act as within a steady glimpse, and subtle movement from the beholders well executed move.

Life itself is bewildered by how it came to be, though life seemingly has many shapes and sizes, the truth is to be heard, life is everything, it is every imaginable shape, size and colour, constant euphoria mingles within its beauty. However, life is perfect.

Life itself is bewildered by how it came to be, though life seemingly has many shapes and sizes, the truth is to be heard, life is everything, it is every imaginable shape, size and colour, constant euphoria mingles with its beauty. However, life is perfect.

Life is like a biosphere, life trapped in life and rounded off to create a peaceful prison. Life is like all our senses combined, no one to record has thought of it the way I have. Where others run, I stand my ground. I want to grasp its proverbial brilliance within my hands, know it better than one ever thought possible.

Bitter but sweet, life is like a matrix. We are the pips, if life were truly good to us it would show us a life from outside the apple….THE REAL LIFE. If life were truly good to us it would free us, give us emancipation. Only then would life really and truly be perfect.

Life is the pen, by which we forge our own destinies with. We are as much in tune with life, as life is with us. We are equals.

Life is scarred, as the inevitable breakthrough of life’s awesome barrier draws near, one can only laugh a polysyllabic tune. Life it scarred by the fact that we now know too much, and that we no longer need its eyes gazing upon us 24/7.

Life will sleep, birds will turp, and people will smile for we all agree
that the way of life is now overwhelmingly true, and freedom is anything but new. Everyone will stand high and marvel at life’s ingenious. We will forget the old life, move on, read and re-read this poem. The start of a new beginning is here. The life of life is perfect, this poem is perfect, and life is perfect…. I JUST WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH!


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Misère, misère, et désespoir, - Quinn Tyler Jackson

Misère, misère, et désespoir,
Quand je regarde dans le miroir,
Ce n'est pas mon propre visage,
C'est un étranger, cet image,
Et, dommage, quoique je fasse,
Je reste toujours à mon espace,
Tout effraie et tout effroi
C'est la vérité tout à moi.

Misère, misère, c'est toute complète,
J'oublie tout ce que je regrette,
Mais si tu vois mon visage blanc,
Et si tu comprends là-dedans,
N'oublie pas que toutes mes batailles,
Mes chaînes, mes blessures, mes orgueils,
Toutes ces choses noires qui tellement blessent,
Ne se sont rien contre ta caresse.

Et je chuchote, "Ton nom, c'est quoi?"
Toutes mes douleurs, un grand "Pourquoi?"
Toutes mes misères se disparaissent,
Quand tu souffles ta douce tendresse;
Quand je me vois dans tes yeux claires
Je ne sens plus de ma misère,
Et j'arrive à cette toute fine borde,
Ton nom, c'est Dame Miséricorde.

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Roachy - C.L. Frost

Attach a leash to your roach,
Strut proudly in the lead.
When critics gawk and reproach,
Say "He's an exotic breed,
Sired specially and pedigreed",
That you've the papers to prove it
To all who would reprove it.

Say "My roach is not an 'it' - a 'he'
And he's very cheap to feed.
So I pamper him with luxery -
A hotel where he and wife can breed.

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Jingle Joy - C.L. Frost

Breezes raced me to the Jingle-berry tree
Where bronze leaves played in symphonies;
The wind beat its baton to pace
The rhythm of the humming harmonies.
Jingle leaves gleamed as they danced,
And jingle berries glinted as they drummed
For my jingle-joy on the dazzle-dappled grass.

Today, they just tinkle at my glance;
The windchimes were made of brass.
Now none would stay to hear and see
The jingle jangle of a chain-hung tree.

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Soul Sale - C.L. Frost

Better wry comments on a dried-out age,
The meditative musings of a sage,
Than rantings rhymed in a drunken rage,
Wrists spurting bloodwords from a floodlit stage -
Though they pay fame and glossy royalties
For angst that outdoes last week's agonies.

On every bookshelf, self-help profit-tears;
On every screen, apocalyptic propheteers;
In every city, twinkling tiers -
High rise jewels from wholesale fears.

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Lit. - Andrew Ridge

THE poem arose
massing on the brow of shells
carping for order.

Polemics saw fit
to defend a lesser cause.
It's taken enough.

Here's one, here's another.
Yea, yea, nay, nay.
Prose, its duty did.

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Iconoclast - Quinn Tyler Jackson

My mind's a blast

It's such a pain
This quickened brain

I did not ask
To wear this mask

I hide behind
This seething mind

While deep inside
I check my pride

On the extern
I boil and burn

It would be nice
To freeze like ice

And just this once
Act all the dunce

But I've laid claim
And staked my name

And took flatter
On gray matter

So though I tire
Of smart attire

I'll push forth yet
Without regret

And raise my drink
To all who think.

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Welcome to the midnight hour - Mark Norman



Welcome to the midnight hour
my show is quite simplistic
showered with blood shot sheep
sleepless in Ohio, screw Seattle
hopeless, I just can't get to sleep

That laughing goblin
glowing red numbers for eyes
perched upon my dresser
mocks, winking new numbers
I curse it beneath my sighs

Prim in a coffin type fashion
I lay myself out
fetal or full gainer, I still lash out
in one then another passioned, tangled
bed sheet wrestling bout

So tired yet no sleep
condemned to roam this night
A zombie or vampire, my looks
pastey and bloodshot
same such fright I cause, oh what a sight

It had to be that
devil's elixir, that tonic
of the coming sunrise
that last mocha delight
before I went to bed this curse'ed night

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The Existentialist - Katherine Wetz

Passing void of life,
Neither rich nor poor;
Not suffering strife,
Existing, no more

Meaning unsought,
Tears never cried;
Thinking no thought
Of suicide

Sin unconfessed,
Knowing no Fall;
Undisturbed rest,
Being is all


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Were it Not All - Trivik Bhavneni


were it not all
i can not find a call
ing

each time i perk
i feal like a jerk
off

2,207,520,000 seconds
10^31 particles bekon
to me

i must be blind
there is none behind
me

why i must ask
in thought is he bask
ing


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Il y a Des Choses en Moi - Quinn Tyler Jackson
 

Il y a des choses en moi
dont je ne parlerais jamais;
les oreilles du monde
ne veulent pas les écouter.

Il y a des mots en moi
qui pèsent trop pour mon âme;
ils restent sans son, sans haleine,
sans même écho dedans.

Il y a des désirs dont
je n'oserais jamais respirer;
ma langue de plomb ne bouge pas
donc ils restent introuvables.

Il y a des épreuves
de mon esprit indomptable
dont il n'y a pas d'abécédaire,
donc elles restent improuvables.

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Roll it up and Smoke It - Quinn Tyler Jackson


Nobody cares
about your scores
all that they want
is some dumb grunt
to fill the time
until five's chime.

You're too damn smart
right from the start
and some poor slob
will lose his job
if they hire you,
with your IQ.

Yes, you were born
to live this scorn
to get shafted
because you're "gifted"
but don't complain,
you too smart brain.

It's just a test
and you're the best
of all the cream;
you want to scream,
"What can I do,
with my IQ?"

Roll it up, lad,
in a long wad,
while others watch
you strike a match;
don't throw a fit--
light, then smoke it.

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The Truth about Xmas - C.L. Frost

Rudolf refused a simple nose job,
And so was abducted by a cop;
The Yonkers lights had all gone bonkers;
Rudy's nose blinked traffic to a stop.

The elves read a Workers' Manifesto
And skate on glaciers while on strike;
Santa advertises for cheap labor,
Cursing every greedy griping groping tyke.

Mrs. Claus, 3 centuries married,
Bored, is filing for divorce;
The Old man can keep the igloo
And elves (Their manners are too course)

Santa, age 400, has got brain rot,
And too much belly for scales to weigh.
Someday he'll die of a stroke
Or break high rise windows with his sleigh.

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Beyond the Crisis - John Sweeney


Look beyond the flash,
the flash that blinds
into obscurity -
reality, purpose, meaning;
for beyond the crisis,
a new beginning,
yes, a leaving behind
of the old,
to be reborn
into the arms of understanding,
confidence, regeneration.
Be not a victim,
but a victor
and stand triumphant
on yonder side
of this, your darkness
which is but a veil
through which, to a world unfolding
for you to claim,
that others like you,
with hope, be given,
for to you, a pioneer,
will they look.
For such souls then,
with despair, be burdened,
beckon them, show the way.

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Poetry Rand-ified - Mark Normam

I know not of you, and care
not of opinions.
Not of their condemnations, nor
of their blessings.

I know what is good, for
it pleases me. The blue
pencil preserve, for
its marks be damned.

Meter, rhythm are my steel.
Emotions the furnace, fired
from the fuel of
experience.

With the purest of commodities,
love and vengeance, I toil.
My own two hands creating
what no man can tear down.

The exalted `They' say it must be
built upon the ages.
Good is what
good has always been.

I cry, "Fools open thy eyes to
the beauty of free form. Forums
of the ages be damned. The
Renaissance is now, today."

I will create until I
cry or laugh. For others
will too. Still others will
scowl at the dismissal of rules, so be it.

We are the true poets, the Roarks
of the twenty first century. Do not
bow to or stone us. Simply step
aside and let us create.
 

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Year End Poem - Quinn Tyler Jackson

It's been my tradition
at each year's completion
to summarize it in verse,

as if one can fairly
each nigh-January
know the better or the worse.

I've had me some better
of both days and weather,
knocks harder I've rarely known,

but thank God that in there
a kindness and dime spare,
occasional kindness shown.

My pride and my stature
and high nomenclature
didn't spare me hidden tears;

Though my pride oft' towered,
My enemy cowered,
and hit me with my own fears.

The money ran sparely,
the cupboard full rarely,
it was rice instead of lamb.

But although I lacked gold,
it's not all, I am told,
so I'll settle as I am.

It's been my tradition
at each year's completion
to sum it up square and neat,

but this year was harder,
with its empty larder,
and doesn't feel quite complete,

so when the year's over,
and I'm in the silver,
then I'll tell you how it went,

but until that fine day
it shall not end this way,
e'en if space and time are bent.
 

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Out on Me - Quinn Tyler Jackson


fuddy bluck my life is muck
nothing in the fridge to eat
cuddy blunt it's all want want
and wet shoes on my feet

chrizuz jeest while in the east
they flart and fip their wigs
and plan to blow us all to frick
with jigs and jags and nuclear zigs

the rucking foof is dripping drap
as january rain the blucket bucking fills
the mortgage due is half of it
the other half is twice the pain

angst angst angst worm sturm gloom
it's not depression don't you see
it's just that god got real poff issed
and took his piss-off out on me

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