JULY - AUGUST 2001

Poetry | Prose | Psychometry


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Contents: Poetry


The Sea’s Revenge by Greg Grove
Gazebos by Quinn Tyler Jackson
Absolutely Nothing by Barry Howard

The Memory Tribe by Dawn Prince-Hughes
Betrayed by Yechiel Mann
Granite Siblings by F. Elliot Siemon
The Great Patriots by Chew Kwee Tat
The Death of Cars by Paul Nachbar
Death Become Us by Katrin McMullen
Just Maybe by Melinda Frye
What I Did and Didn't by Quinn Tyler Jackson
Gorillas in the Zoo
by Dawn Prince-Hughes

Wheatfield of Tomorrow by Darryl Goode
Number Please by Greg Grove
The Mediocre Mom by Lisa Carlin
The Artful Artists Life by Paul Nachbar
I'm Not Afraid by Quinn Tyler Jackson
The Fossil
by Dawn Prince-Hughes
New Life
by Lisa Carlin

Silly Bards by F. Elliot Siemon
One Thing I Know by Quinn Tyler Jackson
Reality Changes Its Colors by Yechiel Mann
The Naming by Dawn Prince-Hughes
A Cycle by Kevin Greco

These Days When Everything Seems to Glow by Darryl Goode
Tears for the Dead
by Dawn Prince-Hughes
Unnamed
by Lisa Carlin
Invocation by Quinn Tyler Jackson
Three Thoughts by F. Elliot Siemon


Eyes
by Rikin Shah

Fallen Leaf
by Dawn Prince-Hughes
Summertime Seashore by  Darryl Goode
Silly Poems by Quinn Tyler Jackson
Skin by Dawn Prince-Hughes

The Empress’ New Clothes by Melinda Frye

Gurney Daze
by F. Elliot Siemon

Greeting Spring
by Dawn Prince-Hughes

Short Poem by Darryl Goode 
Timeless by Quinn Tyler Jackson 
The Songs of the Gorilla Nation by Dawn Prince-Hughes
Biology Of The Impossible by Chew Kwee Tat
Walking Beside You
by Dawn Prince-Hughes
Ill Assurance
by Kevin Greco
The Raven
by Dawn Prince-Hughes
Sailing
by Kevin Greco
A Poet Defends His Aluminum Foil Cap by Quinn Tyler Jackson
A Dilemma by Darryl Goode
Four Easy Pieces by Paul Nachbar
The Beast by Dawn Prince-Hughes

 





The Great Patriots - by Chew Kwee Tat 

Taiwan's a great excuse 
To activate Star Wars 2 
Flash their muscles and brawn 
They must start an arms' race too 
Their what's-his-name pilot came abreast 
"We were just doing our spying" 
"But he flashed us his e-mail address" 
Which triggered the famous fighting 
They had a great submarine 
Someone had a mental spark 
Why not invite the public in? 
Break a ship, what bad luck 
How could the world mistake 
Their Patriots for cynics 
Criticisms come because they are great 
Not because they make too many mistakes 
They have no internal critics 
Everywhere they are pure 
They all happily co-exist 
Res ipsa loquitur

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The Mediocre Mom - by Lisa Carlin

The baby's crying left & right, 
I didn't sleep a wink all night. 
They say that teething's not that bad, 
I'd like to meet the kids they've had. 
They're probably over 21, 
Their mother's memory, all but gone. 
That happens to a mom, you know. 
The memory's but the first to go. 
Then there goes the eyes and ears. 
Not age, I say, it's all the tears. 
Next, there goes the back and knees, 
From searching for those missing keys. 
Do the laundry, to the store, 
there goes Kool-aid on the floor. 
Vacuum, dust, polish, wax, 
Feed the birds and kill the cats. 
Changing diapers, giving baths, 
I love it when the baby laughs. 
There's something in a baby's smile, 
It makes your misery worth while. 
It fills you up with love and joy. 
It's time to play with Daddy's boy.

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Absolutely Nothing – by Barry Howard

What were Newton's
Matter not
I float, I fly
Old laws can rot

What were anchors
Never true
Kant the fool
I’ll kill him too

What were truths
Mirage at best
One mind, one mouth
Both false behest

What were mine
Not half a chance
Dreams and visions
Circumstance

When held the cherished
Words above
Will sorrow find
Her greatest love

Grand words can shape
Most any thought
But truth be found
If truth be sought

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New Life - by Lisa Carlin

Fears flea. 
Away with me. 
Eyes scorn. 
Heart torn. 
Rock-A-Bye, 
Apple Pie. 
Little smiles, 
Tiny Feet. 
Here's a heart, 
To help mine beat.

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Unnamed - by Lisa Carlin

629 DNQ 
SMC IVU 
EVR MRE 
URD 14T

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Biology Of The Impossible - by Chew Kwee Tat

The biology of the impossible
How doth heredity talk 
Gregor Mendel, experiments uncountable 
Genes, the new science on the block 
Who dares uncode his Master's creation? 
Nature inspires, science cavorts 
Tis' not enough to know fornication 
But also how nucleotides consort 
The human genome denuded 
Piece by piece man's inner sanctum 
Of genes, up to now obdurate 
Secrets unveiled, the last denouement 
By artificial means 
Gattaca thus would be our earth 
Selection based on genes 
Miscreants deleted before birth 
The biology of the impossible 
Leads man to live a life immortal 
Earth Gaia, broken and unrepairable 
Pays the debt for a life perpetual

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Ill Assurance - by Kevin Greco

Her rampant strut murders
My glistening eyes

The cadence of her voice
Nurtures my unstable
Soul

My heart desires a sullen Tyrant;
Her ivory pinions ascend me to
Hostile summits

The removen chemise allays my
Benevolent Love

I fear the End-she plummets
Into the chasms of Myself-
Resentful memories conjure an

Unlikely future with the Queen.
I need to know, I need to know,
That I will forever Feel her

That Time will not bond her with Death.
Was I not destined to become Her?

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A Cycle - by Kevin Greco

She perspires faintly
Her breath returns to an ease
The fingers flinch, and the tension
is vanquished

Minutes later, she realizes
that it was another encounter
with an ungrateful and
lonesome squire to the Devil

She relaxes,
And the tension is gone

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Sailing - by Kevin Greco

The sun sets,
and the Earth is tingled
with the coming of the Moon

The mountains sway
The rivers descend
All joys are expelled

The lighting of the night
dispels odors of life

A canyon adopts the color
of an aging owl's hark

Across a curled knoll
A princess' dress is incinerated

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The Memory Tribe - by Dawn Prince-Hughes

Deep in the brain where the memories lie
On the ghost of the earth
Lives the memory tribe,  

There on the earth where the ancestors keep
The ghost of the earth
Alive in their sleep,

We dream of a past still alive in our flesh,
When the ghost of the earth
Was in dreamtime still fresh,  

Our spirits recall the first and the last
As the ghost of the earth
Remembers our past,

The ghost of the earth shines pale and white
Soft colors of ashes
Glow quiet and light,

The ghost of the earth sees with grandparent sight
The mothers of fathers
Of children of night.

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The Fossil - by Dawn Prince-Hughes

I feel the world in every breath,
I live its life and die its death,
Its crying width and laughing breadth,
As above, below.

I struggle in its timeless grasp
And hear its ticking seconds rasp
Myself to flesh as Eve to asp,
My spirit wants to know.

I feel as baby and as stone
One half flower, one half bone,
The gem has hardened and has shown
The fossil is my woe.

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Greeting Spring - by Dawn Prince-Hughes 

We, too, survived and greeted spring,
We waited for the things warmth brings,
One small band of worn and weak
We see the strong begin as meek,

The miracle of new beginnings
Ever present in the endings
Throughout our passages and trials
We can see ahead for miles...

And now we see our path renew,
We see the many in the few,
We see the year beyond spring rain
And see our lives begin again.

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The Raven - by Dawn Prince-Hughes 

Clothed in black, conjuring a full moon
The raven
Said words on high,
Words of time
The Spell of flight
That caused the wind to fall away from her
And return again
 
Hearing her above
Hearing her below
Welcoming death.

She looked down on me that day
I heard her words
Of time
Her spell of Flight
She took my air away from me
She took my breath

I fell to earth
In a slumber as dark as her breast.

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Tears for the Dead - by Dawn Prince-Hughes

Bay leaf and woodspice
Swirl on the salty air,
Cool streams of tears
Find solemn paths down your face,

The flavor of this year
Turns to a dryness
That you carry in your mouth
And around your heart,

And those that sleep in the dust sing prayers
In a single note with you.

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The Beast - by Dawn Prince-Hughes

When the sun was high that day,
A beast came and took a child away,
It came to visit, not to stay,
And brought the child back,

The child stood in the forest there,
To wave farewell to the beast so fair,
As it left, it paused to stare,
And then it stayed no more,

She went back to that place again,
To seek the beast where it had been,
But only found a pain within,
And wished she could cry out,

For many years the child tried
To find the beast through tears she cried,
Behind her tears it tried to hide,
Just beyond reflection,

One day she looked into the mirror,
And saw the beast that she held dear,
On her face there was a tear,
The fair beast was behind.

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The Naming - by Dawn Prince-Hughes

On this day I found a name,
Upon its speaking spirit came,
And listened to its spoken sound,
The sound and spirit same.

The mothers sang it in the dark,
And nurtured there its tiny spark,
They wrapped it 'round me warmly,
The soft against the stark.

For when they saw the darkness gone,
From where the ice fields now lay thawn,
The new was born from ancient,
The naming of the dawn.

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Walking Beside You - by Dawn Prince-Hughes

I wish that I could walk beside you
Moving through the rain,
I'd care for you and try to hide you,
Far from any pain.

I wish that I could dream beside you
There among the trees,
I'd give to you the rest denied you
Deep where no one sees,

I wish that I could live inside you,
Shining through your eyes,
And touch the light I've always tried to,
Your love without disguise.

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Gorillas in the Zoo - by Dawn Prince-Hughes

Behind me I feel the pressure
Of the crowded and the free,
So oppressive are the people
As they all move up to see,
And there beyond the glass you sit
Throughout the endless day
Surrounded by the green
Of a prison far away,

On my side things around me
Seem so close and hard,
People never far away
But always on their guard,
Yet we celebrate with fever
The captives we've become
And daily bloat with pride
As we watch the world succumb,

  While you sit alone enduring
The burning of our stares,
And the burning of our fevers
Caged within our earthly cares,
You sit where they have put you
In the trap that's both our fates,
And watch us back through fences
Where we love the things we hate,

All the while you see us
Through your dirty jail wall,
And keep your quiet dignity
Like we weren't there at all,
For lines are where you draw them
With the stones inside your head,
The lines between the captured free,
Or us, the freely dead,

The question is apparent
As we take and hold the free,
Who then is the prisoner,
The wild things, or we?

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Skin - by Dawn Prince-Hughes

Dress in the sparks of a million years,
Dress in the rain of a million tears,

Wrap yourself in your ancient kin,
Living in the color of their ancient skin,

Its scent comes down from a wind on high,
Dress in the breath of the spirits of the sky,

Hide yourself in the memories of those who died,
Those who remember the skin of the tribe,

For we are all the same from behind our eyes,
All are dressed in time,
Where skins never die.  

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Fallen Leaf - by Dawn Prince-Hughes

I watched you pick up a leaf
And quietly study its color,
You had never seen a red leaf before,
You were born in the summer when
That leaf was still high on the tree.  

You sat, so tiny,
With your black hair shining
In the autumn sun,
I knew your hand would turn to leather,
Changed and wrinkled
Like the leaf you held,

But today you were so young and soft
Against the spent leaves,
And I watched you read a poem in the cracked
And traced,
Through the brown...
And you smiled, 

Having found the secret of rebirth in its lines.  

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The Songs of the Gorilla Nation - by Dawn Prince-Hughes

We look into the eyes of kin,
Both brought forth from ancient skin,
The songs of the gorilla nation
Are songs of where we've been,

We put them in a cage of glass,
And by their children
Children pass
The songs of the gorilla nation,
Sung silent to the human mass,

In truth, to earth we both are tied,
They lived the truth until we lied,
The songs of the gorilla nation,
Were sung as nations died,

Only few now sing the songs,
And fewer still can sing along,
For the songs of the gorilla nation,
Are difficult and long,

But silently the old ones sing,
Behind their eyes the dry tears sting,
The songs of the gorilla nation,
Above the sadness ring,

Inside our hearts we hear the voice
of ancient souls within rejoice,
the songs of the gorilla nation,
To sing they have no choice,

Keeping time the raindrops fall,
The weary race can still recall
The songs of the gorilla nation,
When all sang one and one sang all,

For now the singers sing the last,
Their final children now have passed,
The songs of the gorilla nation,
Will only sing the past.

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Death Become Us - by Katrin McMullen


I have not lived entirely
until I've died.

To no oblivion I'll enter
until I transgress
from the physical realm of confinements
but to a dimension of limitless
capabilities

The souls of the living
hunger
for the wonders of the celestial universe
though our bodily incarnations
yearn
for their tangible existence.

As death arrives
the body
SCREAMS
though the spirit breaks
FREE
from its chained life on earth.

It is the time when death becomes
US.
 

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Wheatfield of Tomorrow - by Darryl Goode
 

Obsidian crows run a line to pursed lips

Of horizon

Softly eclipsed in the distance like a whisper

Chasing tomorrow's dawn.

The blonde field erupts forth

From frenetic minds

Into the vibrant distance,

Its intensity peaking as it nears the crows.

I assure you, my friends,

This waning moment is not

Useless.

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These Days When Everything Seems to Glow – by Darryl Goode

Fragments of visions harness reality
& reunite in a graceful
Mosaic.  I see heroic homes
Quite proud of their charm
Smiling with great red shudders,
Bordering aquamarine windows.
But, no one is afoot
In the paisley dawn; they
Are in their happy
Homes.  As I gaze,
I can just about see the
Hint of ocean.

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Short Poem – by Darryl Goode 

the clouds slap
big, fat
pancakes of fluffy
fuzz
deep into our eyes

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A Dilemma – by Darryl Goode

My blossoming wild flower
catches light on her
vibrant petals;
she traces warm
crimson designs in the
wind.

My God,
if the sun doesn't
burn the azure tomorrow
I might not even
get out of
my bed.

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Summertime Seashore – by  Darryl Goode 

If a stranger were to look upon
the Cape Cod seashore
in close proximity to the
neighborhood family liquor store
& all those trendy envelopes of vapidity,
a girl would appear
collecting sea shells; in
other words the earth would evolve
according to her conception of beauty:
when the thunderclouds loom
with furious assistance
seashells run and scream!

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The Death of Cars - by Paul Nachbar
 
There are no proper rituals
To mark this sad occasion:
Alas, my poor Toyota's dead
Which means that is forever:
A poor man will mourn every loss
I feel so, well, unclever.
 
My grey Toyota died this week,
He was only eleven
I'd like to hope  he migrated
Up to Toyota heaven;
I do not know if he did well
And pray against Toyota hell.
 
My friends have all tried hard this week
To keep me bright and cheery:
Someday I'll get another car,
"Please do not grieve oh dearie".
How not to sink to sentimental
When death is more than incidental??!!
 
I think of all the moments when
I pushed him up to sixty
I am a careful driver but
The excess felt so nifty:
My car was, oh...too sensitive
Yet God above has let me live?!
 
I am, ah me, the sole survivor
The engine's gone, only it's driver
Lives to tell of it-
The epic saga of my midnight rides...
Or was it simply just for thrills
I drove to Roslyn or to Forest Hills? 
 
We all had... such good times in it,
Though some were , well, peculiar
Like hearing music that you liked
(ah few things could be crueler!)
Alas, I sing like Billy Joel
As goes my car so goes my soul!!

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The Artful Artists Life – by Paul Nachbar

Sometimes it is lust for life
Sometimes, well, just lust for lust:
There are projects one might do
Which make the strongest egos bust-
Understood perhaps just by a few...
Some will say, just trust thineself
But most of these have far more pelf
Than I have up to now received:
Are those folks with more or less
Than you always to be believed?
Yes, I spent my share of years annoyed
With Jung and Maslow, Fromm and Freud:
But now I gasp with bated breath-
Here comes the weekend  TGIF!!!

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Silly Bards - by F. Elliot Siemon

Oh, to see love anew;
To hear old words and phrases afresh;
To wild words subdue,
and rhythms, ruminations to enmesh.

Romance is truly old
And the seasons older than that,
Topics waxing cold;
Stale clichés under a dirty old hat.

It takes quite a poet,
To see old facets of life anew;
Iambic etiquette
to keep, as a good bard's essential glue.

Ethereal wonder
Would certainly help that anguished reader,
And never blunder
Into a world of chaotic meter.

The literary prow
Is particular.  Attention do pay,
And to these rules do bow,
So you will make Quinn Tyler Jackson's day...

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Just Maybe – by Melinda Frye
 
I'm not blind to other people's pain
I don't have vengeful intentions on the brain
I try to do everything that I should
In this way, I suppose I am good
 
But I've broken a heart or two in my day
I've been late, on purpose, with the bills I pay
Sometimes I still smile when others are sad
In this way, I suppose I am bad
 
I don't lie, cheat, steal, or poke fun
But sometimes I tend to gloat when I've won
I spend too much time worrying about me
And not enough time with my friends or family
 
I can attempt to be more unselfish and kind
And I can try harder to put my anger behind
I'll just try to be the best that I can
In this way, I suppose I'm just human

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The Empress’ New Clothes – by Melinda Frye

 

Today, the sunshine hides and the roses seethe

I feel unfit to partake of the air that you breathe

You offered me an invitation to R.S.V.P.

But the answer I needed, I could not see

No song, poem, picture or coveted prize

Could possibly match what I saw in your eyes

Touching your soft hair and tender hands

My passion came from heart, not from glands

Tonight, I shed sad, guilty tears

Left alone with my nagging fears

I feel like windy, turbulent showers

Knocking over harmless flowers

My own baggage, I'll someday have to claim

Walking with my head hung in shame

I'm not worthy of a gentle-man

I'm too self-absorbed to give all I can

Wishing that I could jump up and scream

Get rid of frustration, let off some steam

What's right?  Who's wrong?

Life is a struggle, long live the strong

I'm sorry that I was already taken

I pray that no heart have I forsaken

With awe and gratitude, I kneel at your feet

I beg for your friendship, to make me complete

It's your company that I fondly crave

It's your happiness that I desire to save

Some call you The Brain, some, The Heart

But your Soul is praised from the start

You have wisdom beyond your years

Your voice is soothing to my ears

So wrap me with fig leaves and panty hose

Let me think I'm wearing new clothes

Make me believe he's turned over a new leaf

God, let my mistakes be few and brief

You ask me what I see in you

Angel, if you only knew

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The Sea’s Revenge – by Greg Grove

Waves that lick the shore at night
Rock sailors' starry dreams
'Mid creaking planks and pillowed sails
O'er seas of endless gleam.

Yet fathoms shriek of ghostly keep
Of those once slumbered who
While storm-gales ripped those dreams and sails
Before the dawn broke through.

 

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Number Please - by Greg Grove

If you were a princess
Distraught, distressed
I'd scale you a castle
At your behest.

If you were a lassie
Sensuous, shy
I'd sing you a sonnet
By-and-by

If you're a pauper
Quiet, alone
I'll marry you in winter--
Telephone.

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Gazebos – by Quinn Tyler Jackson

 

I want to find the center

again so that willows'

nighttime whispers

circumlocute on

summertime grass.

 

Three stars intersect upon

a plane of enigma through

the swaying words of

the tree, uprooted by

confabulation.

 

Spirits tiptoe where fairy fire

scorched memories and

autumn lovers leapt

(and slept, finally)

to their conclusions.

 

Pencil sketched timelines

along the outer edges of

eggshell white, rough torn

sketchpad pages while

the bark bites the back.

 

Some neighbor's radio retells

songs that meant something when

they were written, and through

the midnight air the carry

meets the brook, and

I find the center and return to

thermos coffee inspiration.

 

These were stones, never

leading to a gazebo, in the

backyard memories.

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What I Did and Didn't – by Quinn Tyler Jackson
 
I did not know, and so know did I not,
I did not do, and so it was not wrought,
    The things I did not learn all taunted me
And so I stayed to learn with moments bought.
 
I did not sing, and so my tongue was dumb,
I did not think, and so my mind was numb,
    The places I did not visit, were most,
Many were the places I did not come.
 
I did not venture, and so did not gain,
I did not battle, and so did not pain,
    And though the fights I never lost were great,
I did not lift my sword to make my claim.
 
I did not swim, and so did not get wet,
I did not squander, and did not regret,
    And though my coffers never plunder saw
I did not fill them, please do not forget.
 
I did not drink when grapes were on the vine,
I did not dance when the oud was played fine,
    I did not kiss a saqi on the lips,
And never tasted pleasures were not mine.
 
I ask you, God, with all I have shown shun,
With all the treasures missed I have not won,
    With all the things I could have but did not,
How 't is so many things have I undone?
 
My ship is laden not from what I've made,
Not from my dance in life's too loud parade,
    For my soul is filled not by raucous fun,
But from a deeper law of right down laid.
 
What I could do, and what I indeed do,
Not necessarily a married two,
    What I attempt is not a simple feat,
But to prediscern what I commit to.
 
My mistakes are plenty, numbered in tears,
My flaws are bountiful, numbered in fears,
    My sins could floor a stable with their dirt,
The time to correct them, numbered in years.
 
With all I did not, I do not compete,
For I have but a moment to complete
    The things I indeed decide to pursue,
The pages I must browse when We Two meet.
 
And so, I beseech you, hear me now, Friend,
If I did not, I did not, and cannot bend
    The twist of time to make it so I did;
If I did not, I answer in the end.

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A Poet Defends His Aluminum Foil Cap – by Quinn Tyler Jackson

Aluminum, O sweet Aluminum,
Why hast thou met such foul proclamation?
Thou served'st so well a fast food nation,
And they find fault and foil your shining sum.
I remember, my dear Aluminum,
Sandwiches saved from contamination
By thine embrace metallic, and oft' in
Thine arms I poured a can of food, that some
Hunger to stave off. O Tin Foil Goddess,
Crinkling Queen of Wrap, wilt thou not defend
Thine own great klingdom from these med'cal claims?
"I never knew thee, Defender, hear this,
"I could claim I knew thee, by why pretend?
"Now, what was this? You've said they call me names?"

Oh! What a fatal slice that thou forget'st!
Like frying pan up side the head, this blow!
Was it not I who cooked my soup -- and now
Thou claim'st no prior knowledge? All my best
Meals I fried in thee! The wound! What regrets
Well up in my battered bosom, the glow
Of my defense blown out! I was your best
Advocate! But now I am deflated!
"If you will pardon, please, gentle poet,
"But seems I'm all wrapped up, and crinkled in
"My memories. I've lost recall. What dread!
"Who 't was thou said'st thou wert? Doncha know it,
"My mind's not up to spec, but made of tin."

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I'm Not Afraid – by Quinn Tyler Jackson

I'm not afraid to be my best,
My love, I'll tell you why:
I have been struggling all these years,
So why give up and when nigh
The prize I've sought is all in sight
Should I give in to fears?

I've dedicated all my might
To standing tall and proud,
And though I've stumbled on the road,
And have been called aloud
A fool, my foolishness is mine,
And so will be that prize.

So if you think me quite insane
That I would venture on,
With all the scars that I now claim,
Then label me a clown,
A jester with a jangling stick,
Who tried to be his best.

Advice, my love, now here's  the trick,
And counsel painf'ly gained:
To be and do our best, my love,
With vigor unrestrained,
Not only service to ourselves,
But to our closest friends.

And when at last the reckoning
Counts all our foolish deeds,
The weight against our blundering,
Shall weigh those hungry needs
We filled, that thirst we quenched when called,
And folly will weigh none.